Soul cry/page 5😥😥😥

Dear, till now I remember each and every word that you wrote to me. It's really killing me. But what happened now? I can't believe that you left me alone. Precious, why you leave me? Till now I don't know the reason. But I cannot imagine and believe that you are not with me. I can't precious. 

Why in the first place you left me, at least one word or reason, for your missing. Why precious, am I that much cruel and bad. You say that you can't get a person like me, I'm only for you, just for you, no one can touch even my finger. Why precious, why you left me. I believe you more than everything, even myself.

Oh God, I really can't believe that you left me precious, at  beginning thought you will be back, but now it's to long. But the great pain is don't know what happened to you, why you left me, the reason for your separation and why you didn't tell me anything. 

You just leave me like nothing happened. Did you think about me love. You force me to love you, when I deeply in love with you, you just leave me without any reason. Why? I can't get my answer. Each and every moment I'm looking for you, waiting for you, thought you will back, maybe got something important things to settle that you can't tell. 

But how long you want to punish me for nothing. At least one word, that says you are healthy, it's more than enough for me love. I love you as you are, I didn't expect anything from you, I love you for who you are, I didn't see whether are you wealthy, handsome or how old are you? I love you, couse your love for me so pure, that's what I can see from your eyes.

Why love, you say that won't let a single dropped of tears out from my eyes, but what happens now, uncountable drops out every day and night. Is that what you want for loving you unconditionally. Is that what you want for thrusting you without knowing you? Is that call pure love. How long you want to kill me like this for loving you. You are killing me slowly, but the wound is too deep. 😔🤧😭