soul cry/page 7

Precious, after so long you back. I can't believe, my eye's wide open. Many times see my phone. Is it true or I'm dreaming. Yes true you back. 

Dear, my heart beat very fast, feel sweat. My tears waiting to fall. Love, at last you back.  My happiness change to anger, when hear from you what happened and why you can't contact me. 

Really sad. I know you will be back, but I feel my sadness getting worse than before. My love for you to deep. No changes in it. I feel really helpless although you back. You can't even call and message me as before. I also can't express my feelings to you via message.

I really feel angry, fed-up, stress, tension and pain. I scared my anger will turn to be heartache. I scared,  I will hate you for what's we going through.

I'm terribly in helpless situation. I can't even tell anyone my feelings and situations. I feel really frustrated. Feel like want to scream and shout.

I think want to out from your life. My love for you unmeasurable. I really feel so stressful. How long need to be like this. Most of all, I really can't leave you. My love for you pure and true. I want to be with you forever and eternal.

If I leave you, I can't survive. To deep my love for you. My mind, heart and soul only thinking about you. Not even a second I leave without you.

Love, I won't leave you whatever happens. Now I'm leaving in my own world with your beautiful memories. Here no one can separate us. No one can destroy our sweet dreams and home. 

I'm in my own world now, we are happy together. 😊. 

Beautiful life begins in my own dreamland. I love you soo much precious 💗. You are my beautiful partner. My husband. My sweetheart. My soul. My life.

I love you so much wherever you are. I pray to God, to give all the blessings and happiness to you my love. Please don't worry love, i will be with you forever no matter what ever happened ♥️.